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The Edge of Non​-​Existence

by Alari

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1.
Vasa Cantici 03:18
Deny the meaning Defy the feeling Leaving no sorrow Becoming hollow Your mask discarded Pretend you like it They force you to be a puppet in their hands Who are you without your name What is left of you without your voice Your shape is not what defines you Your voice is your real face You have no sound, you have no voice without your name Your name stays with you wherever you go Even when you wish that it was not so There is simply no way for you to part I can still see you the way you truly are They'll leave your ashes When you go astray You don't have to hide to be happy and free Stop playing the waiting game Can't fake your sound, can't change who you really are Trust your voice and own your name Deny the excess
2.
It's Over 02:58
You're scared To live To dream To breathe You're drawing your filthy hands towards me Seeking my attention Trying to rip my soul To creep into my being You're scared To live To dream To breathe You criticize everyone who makes you feel insecure I wonder what would it take for you to leave us alone Too afraid to take a chance and live the life that you want Figure yourself out before you judge someone else You're scared To live To dream To breathe I don't want you Don't need you Can't stand you Don't want you Don't need you Can't stand you Get away from me Get away from me It's all over now It's all over now It's all over now It's all over now
3.
Escape 03:09
Follow me, follow you All I want is To be seen as your equal Come close, come closer I will show you The mistake you believe in Grab my collar Order me to lie down Tie my hands Stop at nothing To show who's on top If I scream, don't stop, don't let me go Treat me like a highly disposable thing Done to death, yet still not broken Separated, never quite apart I've heard rumors, I've heard stories Was not ready to see with my own eyes Another broken sequence Another broken sequence You again, go away Another broken sequence You again, go away Done to death, yet still not broken Separated, never quite apart I heard rumors, I heard stories Was not ready to see with my own eyes When I break out of here When I break out of here When I break out of here Everyone will see what you have done
4.
The Cage 04:07
You don't see The light in me So why should I Trust any of your lies Now tell me why You keep aside And then you try To keep me by Never told me the reason why Never gave me the answer Oh no The cage you build Around everyone Will end up soon As your own prison Took me too long to realise I was mistaken and I had to run You can not be everything for everyone So you better ask youself first If you really want this No And I don't know who hurt you But I can't let you break me I'm not your enemy I've put my sanity On the line To help you overcome your issues You've got it You've got it You've got it You've got it You've got it You've got it You've got it You've got it Is that what you deserve Is that what you deserve And I still wish that I could help you out You don't see The light in me So why should I Trust any of your lies
5.
You're not chasing them out Your deepest fears Tear it all out And now you tend to catch yourself From the bottom of your mind It calls you It amplifies your moans It’s not busyness, it’s boredom Relentless and stupid You keep looking forward Acting like it's not a choice, but a burden You're fated to be convicted in Babylon's clasp With no option to break free Stuck in this fucking machine that’s beyond your control Always running in circles You try to expose The demons of modern society But never have you had A single thought of your own hypocrisy Feeling guilt for what you've done You still can change If you want it Spent years and did not understand Never really made a choice Your surrender Is meaningless and wrong Never again, not anymore So tired of hearing All your complaints and excuses I've had enough Get out of my way

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released March 23, 2019

Lead vocals: Olesya Chornaya
Music&vocals: Vladimir Osenin

Recorded and mixed by Stanislav Baranov at DTH Studios, Moscow

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Moscow neurotic softcore your mom won't approve of

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